I found myself wanting to do the race , to further my faith and understand  in God , but more importantly my trust in God . How am I going to raise money ,how am I gonna leave everyone for 9 months , how am I gonna just drop everything i’m doing and leave for this ? And to be honest with you I don’t have those answers yet . I’m just finding my peace that it is happening and i’m called to it so… Let’s do it ! Obedience is what I’m learning and practicing right now, Because all I want do is live for God and be a tool and if he called me to do it do these  things I’m gonna have to deal with all of these obstacles  but I’ll do it for him. I ultimately want to show God that I am able to be a tool in his works . A prayer i’ve been praying for myself and even the people around me is  that I would rather be a tool that builds a thousand masterpieces with God then to be a master piece myself .